So yeah, actul update time.
I'm begining the process of coming out as A Female-to-Male transgender. (FtM) I have been struggeling with these feelings for a very long time and am finaly ready to come out. I'm ready to begin becoming the man I always should have been. However, I would not trade the way I grew up for anything. I have experianced all these feelings and all this confusion for a reason. I have been made stronger and more accepting because of everything i have gone through. and for that I am thankful. I have come out to my mother, father and my grandmother on my fathers side. Two friends also know (and one more now cause he reads this). I know that this will be a long and sometimes tear filled journey. I expect to be accepted, rejected and everything in-between. The support of those I have told so far is great and I'm so very thankful for having such accepting and loving people in my life.
Anyways, sadly it will be awhile before I can start T or get sugery, but for now I am content to wait. I don't need those things to be who I am, they would just make it easier. I hope to come out to others in my life shortly.
Other updates. I went to Fannatiku Fest. A convention near where I live. It was a great time and I debuted my new cosplay. Yukito from "tsubasa resivoir chronicles". I did the artbook version that is all flowey and nice. (pictured up above) I couldn't wear it all day though and ended up getting into it and out of it all day. lol. The staff also had problems where it wouldn't stay up without flopping over. I compeated in the masqurade and was put in the vetran division. This worried me at first but once I went to my costume judging I knew I had it in the bag! I took best vetran construction! I was so happy that i forgot to give the judges a hug after they presented my award. I feel so bad about that ><. Other than that I pretty much spent the whole time in the artist alley at my table. made some good money. lol. Next year I get to run the artist alley and I am excited for the experiance!
lets see anything else...nope, I don't think so. Well thats all for now I guess! I'll update again soon I'm sure!
